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DeepaVali with FamilY

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17/10/17
Dearest youngest sister informed me that my younger sister & family are in KL. So decided to meet her at youngest sister's place. But she told me they are going to our little brother restaurant for dinner. So, me & my family decided to meet them there. 
So I left my house around 6.45pm and reached there around 8.15pm. I have not seen my sister for almost a year I think. I was lucky, my brother was celebrating his son's birthday, so dapatlah makan kambing bakar too. 
Almost 12 am, I left, because my stomach also not really good. 
18/10/17
Early morning I drove to Symphony Hills to have breakfast with my two sisters & daughter. We talked, we laughed... so many things to tell, catching-up. It was really a time well-spend. My sister, who initially planned to leave KL latest around 11 am, delayed it till 5 pm. Around 1.30pm we had lunch outside and then for the sake of the children, we had karaoke session pulak. 
Around 5 pm, we go separate ways.
Thank you sis…

CYCLING SESSION - SUNDAY 15/10/17

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Hubby mentioned the night before that we might go for cycling the next morning. Wow, I was so excited that I can't even sleep. 
Early morning 5.30 am I woke-up and ready to meet hubby at Grand Continental Hotel. I was really excited and worried at the same time. Because I have not been on a bicycle, I think after left home and stayed at the hostel when I was 16 years old. Luckily the skill is still there, even though first few cycles, I couldn't control it. But then everything was okay. It was a very good experience, cycled around KL, early morning. I really enjoyed it so much. Hope can do this again. That is what I told hubby. 
Next thing, get a bicycle, yesterday was using hubby's son bicycle.
Anyway, lately has been very active, besides badminton, I have started walking and jogging. Looking forward to other activities.





And after cycling, we had breakfast and I was not prepared for a bad news but had to swallow it hard. 

The ghost is back

I am going through this blog actually. To compile some of those interesting posting, which I plan for maybe my first book. Than I came across some of things which really relate to my life now. Things that happened, feeling I had few years ago. Like this one written in  October 16, 2009:-

Love is very funny...sometimes it is so predictable, sometimes its make your head spinning like a wheel...watever..people do need love....it comes and goes, sometimes unexpectedly.....This is wat happened to me...suddenly it knocks on my door...."knock, knock"...."who's there?"...."love"....

I don't know how i feel.....wanted to cry, wanted to laugh....but it does make me a bit sad....this is the love which i was waiting, hoping for more then 15 years....when it doesn't work, i turned my back and walk away, i closed my heart...i carry on with life....create new history in my life...have a gud life....i am happy, no fear of getting hurt, no worries of left alone.…

WhY SaD

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Don't know why? She is feeling really sad since yesterday. Tears just at the corner of her eyes, waiting patiently to fall down on her cheek. She is trying to think, what could be the cause of her sadness. She knows well, when things are going smoothly, soon it will pass and will be replaced by sadness. Life is like that, every sadness will follow by happiness and every happiness will follow by sadness. Nothing permanent. 
She pray really hard, asking Allah, to prolong this happiness a little bit more. She knows the time is up. Their promises to each other is reaching the check point soon. She is not looking forward to that day. She is too scare to face it.... to decide. No, she doesn't want to decide. She just want to let it be. Which is, she knows it is impossible. They have to decide. They have to make clear of the situation.
Yesterday, she came across an article, she read it and it stuck in her head till today. Is it the sign, is it an answer to her istikharah, is it what sh…

GraNdSonS

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This is what I love about my life now.... being a grandmother. Having two grandsons are really a blessing to me. When I have the opportunity to spend time with them, my God, it is always a time well spend. Looking at them, seeing them growing up. Every single time I meet them, sure there are new things I see, new words coming out from their mouth (but the younger one still in his baby talk, but he understand every single thing we tell him to do). 

The eldest one is growing so fast. With his english slange which always amaze us (don't know where he learn it, but I guess from TV programme) which sometimes very difficult for me to understand what he is saying. He is my number one, not that I am saying I adore the younger one less. Of cos I love both of them very much. But with the eldest one, I really have soft spot for him. Maybe because I was taking care of him during confinement period.  Anyway the younger one too, initially, when he was few months old, he did not want to be held b…

JAMBU OOO JAMBU

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Everytime when I wanted to throw my rubbish, I will have to walk under this jambu tree. And everytime, I saw a lot of rotten jambu in the drain. What I waste. 
The jambu tree was behind my block. Every evening few children playing under the tree and I wonder, the fruit does not interest them at all. Not like my generation, we will climb and sit on top of the tree, eat as much fruit as we can, ripe or not, all gone. But sad to see, children nowadays, really do not know how to appreciate nature and how to take advantage with all those little things which full of adventures and something to remember during old days. 
Pity the current generation, only gadgets for them to remember, what type of games they played. 

So this morning, when I walked under the tree, I tried to pluck the fruit, managed to get one, but when I turn to one side, it was already rotten, bitten either by bugs or birds. There are few big and ripe jambus. Later this evening, if I see any children under the tree, I will ask …

Dreams

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I want to talk about dreams. How accurate are our dreams? Is it just something you have during your sleep, or could it be something related to your life or a message relay to you from Allah SWT. 
At one time, I used to dream about being weak on my both legs. I couldn't walk. I had that dreams too often, till it was really scares me, worry that one day I really couldn't walk. Now I don't have that dream anymore and I never find the answer why that dreams kept repeating for few years actually. 
Then I will always dream of my arwah father when I am feeling sad and having problems. In my dreams, he will look at me and smile. It was a very comforting dreams, it is like, he is saying "everything is going to be ok, you are going to be alright." 
And lately, I will have a dreams related to the problem I faced. Whenever I am facing with this particular issue, if thing is not going to be good or not going to be solved so soon, I would not have any dream at all. But if the pro…